Saturday 6 June, 2009

GET A LIFE!!!


Why dont you GET A LIFE?????

Was a lot tied up with college work...making me write this blog after such a delay..but this is worth writing in after a big gap,me being a slightly different person now,for i say so because situations made me go different,may be for better..
I kept saying after coming in this new world of mine.."wow this is somewhat a new and beautiful life with the best people around"...but whoa!I couldnt have found more filthy and ugly world anywhere else..with the evil people..and the worst of days...now this is not something am writing cause i suffered betrayal or something...but i always thought i would never say i hate someone or i would never say what a disgusting day to come across,though today i feel things have changed..
Life CANNOT be beautiful if you have certain negative people around,people who are your 'wellwishers'...hoping you to fall into a 'well'people who will try to pull your leg down when you struggle to grasp a breath of air when underwater for a long time, people who would never want you to do good,the plastic smiles,bitching around,overall would rather say POLITICS...I was never interested in what people say about me,I am like the one who never gets affected,am really surprised how certain people can utilise all they have that is a peanut sized brain to plot and plan for meticulous manipulations??How can people afford to waste sooo much time to ogle upon something that is someone else's.I was and will remain the go getter type,not being backlashed by something someone trying to put me down in any way..I still dont get what fun people derive by interfering in someone else's life??i dont understand where from do they bring in disastrous thoughts and ways to pull someone down?can a peanut sized brain dangling there in the almost empty cranium box be so monstrous?
This all is not something referring to a particular someone...but referring to MANY!there are all kinds of people in this world...but here I find the same kind everywhere...there are just a few I can count on my fingertips as my friends...that too not great ones,am surprised to see a whole lot of such devilish type all gathered over here!I have always been the kind who had less friends all through my life,and the story is still the same...but its way better than having a big bunch of bitches...But to be honest,friends have taught me less than these people have...I have learnt to give plastic smiles back,still without backstabbing anyone..am proud I dont fall into that category,I just cant cause I cant utilise my tiny brain into something like this..politics are not my cup of tea...but am careful not falling a prey to this,have learnt to not let things affect me...may be am far better than the others to make them jealous,may be am too good...;)..that's the reason for them to waste a large chunk of their lives in thinking about me!lol...But let them know am not the kind who would say why me?It would rather be TRY ME..:)...I will not stop myself from being a winner by doing the most possible by me,I am a hardworker and way too determined..so back off people..and lastly I would say....

GET A LIFE GUYS!!!!!

Tuesday 10 March, 2009

P.S: I Love You


P.S: I LOVE YOU

Had heard a lot about the Cecelia Ahern written P.S: I LOVE YOU, the divine love story, rather a life story about Gerry and Holly. Holly, who found her soulmate in Gerry and even got married to him, had a beautiful life and nothing beyond him. He was her world ,he too held her as her world .Both too much into each other ,soulmates literally ,and a shattering loss of him to her .He died, emptying her life totally, with no purpose left for her to live her life again without him but his last letters ,his final words to her which made her comeback and live her life to her fullest again ,but this time without him.
Such a beautiful story penned by the author who met these characters once in her dream .I only can describe it in words like DIVINE and SERENE.I could just feel thoughts going through Holly’s mind completely .It is so fantastically written that it makes you finally step into Holly’s shoes while reading it ,not wanting to be in her shoes because of the undesirable pain she goes through .You get as eager to read Gerry’s letters as the pages are turned ,just as Holly wanting to read them what’s written by Gerry to her every month after his death .I really felt her love ,her eagerness ,her strong desire to want him back ,to see him ,to speak to him .Isn’t it more than a blessing to have found something from a person you loved ,who no more existed in this world ,still had left something for you .I too lost someone special last year ,would have been a blessing if she had left something for me ,her memories are not that enough to replace her .But her dreams after she had gone were something I truly treasure .she met me, she spoke to me, she saw me, she touched me…her dream is something which makes me eager to go to sleep for the longing to meet her .It’s been a year ,still have her memories fresh ,still her voice echoes in my ears, still the love for her in my heart ,same longing to meet her when I go back home every time .That’s why I found myself close to Holly and Gerry .This is something which may not be understood by anyone but me ,may be people closest to me ,but this is something very divine and heartfelt .And through P.S: I LOVE YOU,I found strength and belief ,through Holly,through Gerry.