Its a totally different life for me since two weeks...i have been shifted to pune for my new college...and really missing mumbai like hell...well a totally different life to say...but still something makes me like it...dunno what it is..and yes..have been enjoying too...whoa!lifes taken a 360 degree turn...nothing like before...me away from home..always thinking that wish geography changes itself for these 4 and half years for me...and home comes to be near...wishing to be with my friends and family and most importantly my sweetheart sis...
Though its making me homesick each day..its making me realise to be independent...making me strong and responsible every minute...making me realise life was so easy back home...and its so important to know to survive in the outside world...making friends,studying hard to make my and my parents dream come true of becoming a doctor..each day comes with a challenge and making me ready to face it with all the enthusiasm filled in...aah!just wishing for a holiday to go back home to my old life...knowing the new people there...my fellow classmates who are going thorugh the same as me...i just look around to see the students who have been here before me...and thus giving me strength to survive...to live on my dream...and realising with every passing minute that yes,i am getting nearer to what i wanted and there's no gain without pain....have found a home away from home...ofcourse not with the same comfort as my home is here where my loved ones live...but yes,cudnt have asked for a better place and a better life...
The struggle,the homesickness,the yearning to go home will pay off someday...the hard work will bring back some good...thats what is i keep in mind and live life there...really miss everyone and everything here...most importantly...my peaceful home...my family....the time we spent together...the way we laughed on jokes...the free time i totally spent orkutting...blogging...reading...and everything thats not in my schedule now...whenever i get to come home...the feeling is incredible...brings smiles on my face...with eagerness to see my home again...with a joy to take my sweetheart sis in my arms again...with happiness to see my mom and dad again...with a hope to see my friends again...
Just wish everyday that the time just flies by...with my goal fullfilled and see me heading back to home with a new person in myself...who will be more responsible,more qualified,more matured but still the same girl who came here with dreams..i welcome my new life with happiness and eyes filled with dreams and aspirations...and a thought which i am gradually learning........
BE ANGRY WITH THE FIRE OF HELL,
LAUGH LIKE A TODDLER IN THE MUD,
AND LIVE LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW
